Not this time

Towards the heavens
With hopefulness and a sigh
I watch the sunset

Back to back

She melt my heart with that enthusiastic smile. She was carefree. She was relaxed. She was considerate. She was inviting. She was calming. She was comfortable.

She was bright. She was right. She was sure. Her heart was pure. She was never too much. She didn't consume. She was contagious.

She was a vision. She was prefect. She was just a dream.

My dreams either console me or mock me.

Don't

Don't give in
to desperation,
to promises never made,
to fantasies unfulfilled,
to sweet nothings and lingering goodbyes,
to longing,
to wanting,
to missing someone who only seems to be so amazing,
to believing in what you want yourself to believe,
seeing what you want to see,
and feeling how you think you ought to and should be feeling.
Don't give in to this trap
Don't give in to her.

3 p.m.

Pumipikit-pikit
Di mapigilang umidlip
Pasilip-silip
Baka mahuling nananaginip

Restricted

A delicate dance
Slowly eating us apart
We can never be

Let Me be your song

Raise your head don't cry My dear
Lift your brow look up I'm here
Face the morning sky, the day is young

Come with me let's fly away
Don't fear My dear I'm here to stay
Take My hand let's go, the night's just begun

Brush away your worries and fears
Curl your lips and dry your tears
Know that I will never leave your side

Let My love fill your heart
Let this be a brand new start
Be strong and walk by My side

It's over

Puta, puta, puta. Ayaw ko na. I'm sick of it. Tired of it! Fed up!
I can't take this shit anymore. Fuck you! Tang ina.
Puta. I'm past my boiling point already. Forget it!
Tang ina, this sucks.
Ayaw ko na. Bahala na!
Tarantado. Gago. Puta.
Fuck it. Forget it!
I've lost my patience.
I've given up.
It's done. It's over.

Unsettled

This is how it should
Finally comfortable
Yet I turn my head

Bud

Will this ever bloom?
All of the hidden beauty
Pointless masquerade

Nausea

Should I even try?
Choked up by our confusion
Waking up the dead

A morning prayer

I’d like to say a morning prayer for the magic of another day. The darkness has faded into light, as it always does, no matter how dark it gets. The wheels of life, love, and work get another chance to try their luck. Another shot at greatness. Those who wait are one step closer to what their hearts are aching for. Those who are healing are getting stronger. Those who are bloodied and bruised are showered with a fresh start. Let this day not be filled with anxiety, but with anticipation. Behold. Let it not be filled by worries, but with hope. Believe. As big a miracle as today is, it is merely the beginning. It is only one of the many miracles that will touch our lives today. Rejoice in the gift of life, the gift of choice, and the freedom to follow what your heart and soul aspire for us to be.

Muse

A promise I've kept
Stories to last for ages
Freedom in release

Quarter past

Time was never ours
I will not accept goodbye
Gladly waiting still

One night

Wrapped in the moment
And yet ready to let go
Fleeting forever

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A slave to routine
I'm addicted to the pain
I'm addicted to

Better than that

Not fallen apples
Not the hallucinations
Find the ultimate

Comfortable

Can't seem to forget
Just like a recurring dream
But not where home is

When it's over

So you're over it
Then you find who fills your place
Feelings resurface

Breeze

Too much trouble drawn
Walking around with eyes closed
You can't chase the wind

Everybody hurts

I need You right now
Why do I hide from Your light?
Help me find Your strength

Beat

Clear, calm, cool, blue skies
The silence is deafening
I find peace tonight

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Dates, times, and titles

Thoughts,
Feelings,
Musings,
Dreams,
and temporary setbacks

Either you see though the vagueness
Or you know nothing at all

This is my world
My resting place
My peace of mind
My confidant
My liaisons
My punching bag
My scrapbook
My cup of tea

Things unsent.