Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Outside Starbucks

Living in the moment, I yearn so much for the next. Seeing the good that I've been given, I look forward to what more is in store. With giant eyes and clear blue skies, I hold my breath for life's next surprise.

Monday, November 15, 2004

Sayang

That's where you made a mistake.



We would have been so perfect for each other. We would have had the time of our lives. I would have given you the attention and appreciation you deserved. You would have given me the magic I was looking for.



But instead of hooking up, instead of making things work, you chose not to. You stuck to what you had. I was in a daze then. You would have been my queen. We would have been so in love.



Now, you're just another could have been.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

What’s in a name?

Her bright eyes lit the plain dark night
Her smile was such a heavenly sight
The skies are clear
The stars are here
Grant the wish I make tonight

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Infinity

The beginning is the end is the beginning is the end.

Monday, October 25, 2004

Finding Rosaline

Everyone who's heard this story has wished but one thing, that I move past the witching hour which has taken too long to pass. True, the moon sheds light in the dark, but the sun shares light and gives life to all.

Wake me from this lunar life.

Friday, October 22, 2004

Chasing dreams

I’ve been having recurring dreams where I’ve been chasing a dream. Even in my dreams, I come out empty handed. I’m tired of it, but I can’t stop wanting it. I’m addicted to the pain.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Aftermath

I had to do what I had to do. I had to do it now, 'cause I'm tired of dreaming and I want to break this helpless cycle. I want to get shut down.

Besides, there is no perfect story. It is just what it is: a made up story. There is no perfect story. Everything is full of bumps, scratches, and demons. There is no perfect story. I've got to stop dreaming, make it real, and keep it real.

I had to do what I had to do. I want to get shut down.