The demons of my past finally caught up with me. They have tormented me. And they have passed.
Now, the day breaks with hope, not just longing. I am able to stand firm, sit calmly, and finally, sleep in peace.
I have faced the wretched faces of weakness, defeat, desperation, hopelessness, hate, fear, insecurity, and all their allies. I have felt my flesh wither, my soul die, my life fade away. I have been reduced to bone and have been burned again till all but ashes remain.
I have lived out my sentence. I have served my time. The war is over. The storm has passed.
As the tears dry, I rise from the pits. I rise above the darkness of the earth and the clouds. I am light to the world, salt of the earth. Marred by a life thought to be unworthy, I tread on, grounded with the faith that has been entrusted in me.
I realize that I am human after all, and that it’s all right to feel pain, hurt, fear, regret, cowardice, and whatever weaknesses befall us. What has passed will never be ours again, but what lies ahead will always be in our hands.
I'm watching the sun set. I'm waiting for the dawn to break.
Monday, November 22, 2004
Resurrect
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Rapture
Our love was defined by passion filled moments. It was earthly, shallow, and de-humanizing. It was filled with temporary bliss, pleasures so passing that we do it over and over again. It arouses our inner instincts, but leaves our souls empty.
I've been ashamed. I've tried to stay away from you. I realize that I can't hide forever. I've tried hard to make peace with myself, and to a point I have. But you will always be the personification of rapture.
Let's not think. Let's just do what feels right, what feels good.
I've been ashamed. I've tried to stay away from you. I realize that I can't hide forever. I've tried hard to make peace with myself, and to a point I have. But you will always be the personification of rapture.
Let's not think. Let's just do what feels right, what feels good.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Outside Starbucks
Living in the moment, I yearn so much for the next. Seeing the good that I've been given, I look forward to what more is in store. With giant eyes and clear blue skies, I hold my breath for life's next surprise.
Monday, November 15, 2004
Sayang
That's where you made a mistake.
We would have been so perfect for each other. We would have had the time of our lives. I would have given you the attention and appreciation you deserved. You would have given me the magic I was looking for.
But instead of hooking up, instead of making things work, you chose not to. You stuck to what you had. I was in a daze then. You would have been my queen. We would have been so in love.
Now, you're just another could have been.
We would have been so perfect for each other. We would have had the time of our lives. I would have given you the attention and appreciation you deserved. You would have given me the magic I was looking for.
But instead of hooking up, instead of making things work, you chose not to. You stuck to what you had. I was in a daze then. You would have been my queen. We would have been so in love.
Now, you're just another could have been.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
What’s in a name?
Her bright eyes lit the plain dark night
Her smile was such a heavenly sight
The skies are clear
The stars are here
Grant the wish I make tonight
Her smile was such a heavenly sight
The skies are clear
The stars are here
Grant the wish I make tonight
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Monday, October 25, 2004
Finding Rosaline
Everyone who's heard this story has wished but one thing, that I move past the witching hour which has taken too long to pass. True, the moon sheds light in the dark, but the sun shares light and gives life to all.
Wake me from this lunar life.
Wake me from this lunar life.
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