Nowhere, in between

I sit in solitude

As life floats by

Heaven waits at a distance

Never near

Not knowing I am here

I see the angels

They float on

Such beauty

Such lust

Wanting what can not be

In my thoughts, together

In the space between

Wanting what is bound

A cosmic comedy

A one man tragedy

Pointless sin

Silently, slowly

I die a little each day

Piece by piece

Anguish unceasing

Caught between nothing and a perpetual loss

Let me go

Let me be

I have served my penance

I dream of light

Such light

Bound in brightness

Till I wake

Wave after wave

Those tiny creases

Sun-kissed silk

Between sentences a sultry pout

I run my fingers slowly

Across the golden surface

My eyes do their walking

Sweet anticipation

A luscious clash

Trespass sweetly urged

Down those lovely limbs

Round those curves

Passive agressive possession

Between the sheets

Over and on top

Finding you again and again

Every inch an hour

Sweet salt on skin

Lost in your eyes

We float forever

Stranded in time

Lost in our world

Silhouettes

Here we are

Where we are

My head is stuffy

It feels like I'm still asleep

Two days ago I woke up

And fell asleep again

Caught up in a haze

I couldn't keep my eyes open

I fell back

Today the clouds

They set in

And the fairness

It just ain't as fair

Under the heavy shadows

Life plays a different hue

And I don't see you

I didn't see you

No brilliant colors

No light of day

Wrapped in gray

Just crowded numbers

Lines and graphs

A non-stop to and fro

Yes and no

Maybes and I'll-think-about-thats

Homebound

It's all the same

Another day

Just the same

The cars speed by

Fast and slow

To and fro

Still in a haze

Caught in a maze

Lost in our days

Still unsure

Unknown

Unrealized

When will I wake up?

I feel my body but my mind is asleep

I can feel my breathing but my heart is weak

I see you all but there is nothing

There is nothing here

Wake me up

Grape tree

We meet again

How can it be

Emotional atrophy

I don't mean to be mean

I just don't know what to say

Head bowed I silently walk away

I know I'm better than this

Have made a hundred and one cry

I should have stayed to talk some more

But I was the one who said goodbye

Deep down I know it's wrong

Perhaps I am only in denial

To him your heart belongs

This is all a wasteful trial

But I get lost in you over and over again

Disarmed by that face

Broken down, without defenses

And that smile

Such bitterness, such delight

The only one of it's kind

Your eyes talk

They pour into my soul

If we could see eye to eye

My heart would explode

Your grace and demeanor

Your sarcasm and wit

A million conversations waiting

A lifetime of exploring

A year or so too late

Perhaps a bit too late

Grateful

In the stillness I sit

A calm in my heart

I am grateful

In this place

At this time

There is nothing else I would ask

Greatness it seems is quite a distance away

But it is within sight

My faith is strong

My strength eternal

I have no fear

Everything for a greater purpose

Everything I am is light

Let the light shine for the world to see

Live through me

Simple Joys

I think about you a hundred times a day

I pray to God to look after you

You are every second of every hour

You are everything I do

You are the sunshine in the morning

The soothing calm in the night

Though life can throw bricks and spite

Just the thought of you makes everything all right

I will tell you everyday

How beautiful you are

And I will make you feel my love

No matter how near or far

My life has forever changed

Since the day we first met

If you would just stay beside me

My life would be set

You are joy in my world

You are everything I desire

I will always look after you

I promise I will never tire

I pray this would last forever

I pray you will always see

You and I are meant to be

You are everything to me

Day & night

Make no mistake

You don't see me

But I'm always with you

In my thoughts

In all these songs

Always a prayer sent

With each new day

There's a reason

A smile I can't escape

Joy out of its bounds

All because of you

We don't need lines

No grand gestures

No walks under the moonlight

Just you and me

And you being you

As it has always been

You are all I see

But now I finally see you

For all that you really are

And you are so beautiful