Lib Steps

The days pass
And I know I’m moving on
As I try to stay away from you
But be with you in my mind

But today I saw you
I saw you and I knew that there was something
Behind your smile
My heart stopped beating as we stood there
With glimmer in your eyes
And misery in mine
Barely an arms length from each other
But always worlds away

I reach out into nothing
And take a step away
Still focused on your face
Listening to your voice
Lost in foolish admiration

I reach out into nothing
Feeling the pain of seeing you smile at me
Knowing that when you turn away
We’ll walk further from each other
Step by step, breath by breath

And I know I won’t see your smile anymore
Until my heart stops beating again
And time stands still
And I see you smile
The glimmer in your eyes
The misery in mine
As another eternity passes
And goes.

Auburn eyes

The loveliest pair of auburn eyes I've ever seen.
Depth I want to drown in.
Sensibility I understand.
Laughter that brings tears.
A smile that multiplies.
Sweetness.
Direction.
Passion.
Beauty.
Truth.
Marvel.
Dream.
Fleeting.
Past.
Gone.
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Kung okay lang sayo

Hey there. You must be wondering why you’re reading this letter. Actually, I’m not entirely sure myself. All I know is that I have to do this. I have to get this over with and get it off my chest.

Truth is, I’ve been trying to deny how I really feel. There are so many reasons why I shouldn’t and almost no good reason why I should. So whenever I start to feel something happening, I just try to avoid it as much as I can. Unfortunately, I’m not very good at that. I guess I just want to finally admit it and then move on from there. I’m tired of lying. And as much as I don’t want to do this because of pride and fear, there’s a bigger part of me that’s telling me to just do it. And so I will.

As it is ridiculously obvious, I like you. And I have since the first day we met. I don’t know why but I just do. There are so many times when I’ve made a fool out of myself because of this and it’s about time that it stopped.

I’m not expecting anything to happen. I just wanted you to know the truth. Sabi nga nung kanta diba, I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven’s door and listen to you breathing. So there, I’ve finally said it. I hope nothing changes and I trust that nothing will. I guess that’s it. Thanks for reading till this part, if you’re still reading this. ‘=Þ I’ll see you around.