Not this time

Towards the heavens
With hopefulness and a sigh
I watch the sunset

Back to back

She melt my heart with that enthusiastic smile. She was carefree. She was relaxed. She was considerate. She was inviting. She was calming. She was comfortable.

She was bright. She was right. She was sure. Her heart was pure. She was never too much. She didn't consume. She was contagious.

She was a vision. She was prefect. She was just a dream.

My dreams either console me or mock me.

Don't

Don't give in
to desperation,
to promises never made,
to fantasies unfulfilled,
to sweet nothings and lingering goodbyes,
to longing,
to wanting,
to missing someone who only seems to be so amazing,
to believing in what you want yourself to believe,
seeing what you want to see,
and feeling how you think you ought to and should be feeling.
Don't give in to this trap
Don't give in to her.

3 p.m.

Pumipikit-pikit
Di mapigilang umidlip
Pasilip-silip
Baka mahuling nananaginip

Restricted

A delicate dance
Slowly eating us apart
We can never be

Let Me be your song

Raise your head don't cry My dear
Lift your brow look up I'm here
Face the morning sky, the day is young

Come with me let's fly away
Don't fear My dear I'm here to stay
Take My hand let's go, the night's just begun

Brush away your worries and fears
Curl your lips and dry your tears
Know that I will never leave your side

Let My love fill your heart
Let this be a brand new start
Be strong and walk by My side

It's over

Puta, puta, puta. Ayaw ko na. I'm sick of it. Tired of it! Fed up!
I can't take this shit anymore. Fuck you! Tang ina.
Puta. I'm past my boiling point already. Forget it!
Tang ina, this sucks.
Ayaw ko na. Bahala na!
Tarantado. Gago. Puta.
Fuck it. Forget it!
I've lost my patience.
I've given up.
It's done. It's over.